Blame Myself

Maybe this is a 'revenge' to me. When I'm trying to be loyal but loyalty no longer trust me. Blame myself not to start it from the beginning, blame myself playful & blame myself to send out all the stupid messages. People always say, loyalty is the best policy but in my dictionary: flirty is always the best policy, which is totally wrong. It got myself into deeply regret now on what I've done. Maybe Sozai is correct, distance relationship won't last. Blame me!